I saw my shadow next to yours

I feel like I am craving happiness. I have you back and all I am worrying about is loosing you. I feel like I am worrying too much to enjoy what I have. That is all I do, worry worry worry. I want to trust you so bad. How do I gain my trust in you again? I just wish I new that nothing would happen. That everything you said to me you meant, that me loosing all my friends for you was really worth it. I want to know that no matter what everything you tell me is nothing less then the truth. I wish I just knew. I want to talk to someone about all of this but who would understand? I mean, I know there is people who went through what I have, but not many people understand both of us. I just want to figure this all out and talk it through but we have talked and talked but for some reason I feel like there is still some things that I need to say. I need to calm down. I don't know how to figure this out.