Sunday, 15 February 2009

Peel Your Clothing Off

He thinks that because I am not happy, that I have not found love. I think he is wrong, and I think he just only sees the negative in me. He can only see when I am upset. It is probably the fact that I go to him on when I need the advice, and I suppose that is using him, right? He tells me I am a good girlfriend and that I am a good person who isn't fake like many others. He also says that he respects me after yesterday, but I think I lost respect for myself. Nothing happened, but the possibility should of never been there in the first place. I shouldn't of said many of the things that I have. I am being good, and I am being better to Cody. He deserves it. I think that maybe the reason I haven't found trust is my own fault. I am not searching and trying enough. I don't want to blame the past and things that happened a long time ago. I want to let go and do good to him.


Thanks for everything
I'd like to peel your clothing off the way I always do
And have you naked on my bed, now I'm controlling you
You know you want it so bad
You know you want me so bad
In just a second you'll be asking me to lay with you
And I am contemplating when I'm gonna make the move
You know I want it so bad
You know I want you so bad
This occupation of stimulation is fabrication of me
I'm aggrivated and agitated, I guess I made it easy
I just can't seem to get myself out of this bed that I have made
I'd like to take you on tonight if that's ok with you
It's just the two of us alone, so what you wanna do?
I think I know the answer
I think I know how to melt her
And on occasion it'd be cool to sit and talk with you
On second thought I'd rather not, that's just too much to do
I think I know you better
I think I'll just forget her
This occupation of stimulation is fabrication of me
I'm aggrivated and agitated, I guess I made it easy
(Why did you treat me that way? )
I owe, I owe nothing at all
I owe you, I owe nothing at all
This occupation of stimulation is fabrication of me
I'm aggrivated and agitated, I guess I made it easy
I just want to hate you so bad but I can't

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