shutup, beth

I hate how things are always so difficult. Like, they just can't be simple for once. No one can just like someone, and like them. Or love them, just because they love them. They have to get all serious and technical, and you have to be all perfect and they way they want you to be. They can't just LOVE you, they have to love you and millions of other people, or hate everything about you and like you over all. There is never just two people, there is the couple, and the millions surrounded.
and you can't be perfect, no, you have to be "pissing them off" or "saying the wrong damn thing". Have anyone thought for once they what they say pisses us right off, and what you do and how you act and what you write makes us want to push them off a cliff, but that you hold it all in and say there is nothing wrong. You sit there and complain and BLAHBLAH on how what we are doing is sooooooooooooooooooooooo wrong, but you are doing it right in front of our damn face and you know it!, but no..I am not aloud to say a single thing. because I am wrong for that, I pisss you offfff. i can't be someone you just talk to.
that's another thing, i have to try to talk to you. they can't just SAY it, they have to go all..ajsklj! and such. They wont make it simple either, by doing the right thing. That's the worst thing to. Here you are doing everything wrong and being a complete ass whole apparently, when they are doing a million times worse and being two faced, and like..you have two different people in one body. believe it or not we are not toys, and you cant have us just when you feel like it. that is why we don't rely on you or anything anymore.
but at least you don't sit there and bitch them out for everything they do, when they sit there and get pissed at every single damn word.
you can't just TALK
I am not even in a relationship and I don't want to be, and I'm all jacked up about this.
I like being single, and I like that I am letting go. I like, most of all, that I am not listening to everyone around me and that I am not going back, like most thought I would.


I don't even think this song has a proper video. My babbycakez showed it too me. It's really, really good.