How mean am I?

When I read that last paragraph, I screamed badass inside. Ha, he owns absolutely everything. [:
Yesterday. was so bad, except for the fact that I was super quiet towards the end. I have a feeling why I was, but I was like no! I don't remember who that was with, but when we were all like, "She's just..so! ugly." That was so mean. I can't believe I even went along with it beause normaly I don't say anything about how people look. I really think I don't like this girl. When I got home I had a message, and a talk with PB, and he's going to call me today. So, that automaticly makes today own like crazy, no joke. I can't wait.
I am so happy with how things have turned out in the end. I want! things to be this way, actually. I have everyone that I want and most everything that I need. I didn't loose anything I wanted. If I didn't want something, I don't have it now. I am not always arguing or crying or trying to explain myself. Yupppp.
Today, I have to run. Then, I have homework, and then I am just talking to people on here. I feel bad that things didn't work out with Carly, but I think it'll be okay. Tomorrow's club as well, and I get to see eevveerryyoonnnee. I think more people are going to be coming this time, too. I hope so.
I am being teased by Z for my grades. A's are good, okay? LOL! I am pretty happy we are cool again. I need that kid.
That's all for now.


I tell him everything that goes on in my life.
starstorm270@yahoo.com says:so how you doing
shut up beth. says:i am pretty good
shut up beth. says:the ex and i are officallly over, FINALLY : D
starstorm270@yahoo.com says:?????
shut up beth. says:like
shut up beth. says:i'm done. i'm finished
shut up beth. says:lol
starstorm270@yahoo.com says:with cody or what?
shut up beth. says:ha
shut up beth. says:ya
shut up beth. says:[ :
starstorm270@yahoo.com says:wait..i thought you guys were over for ever ago
starstorm270@yahoo.com says:or what?
shut up beth. says:like
shut up beth. says:well, he got back form the states right
shut up beth. says:and he waslike
shut up beth. says:i missed you like crazy and i love you so much
starstorm270@yahoo.com says:how the fuck does that work
starstorm270@yahoo.com says:he doesnt even see you or anything
shut up beth. says:and in the end, we already aguid a bit
shut up beth. says:and i was like
shut up beth. says:i dont want this shit anymore
starstorm270@yahoo.com says:and doesnt he say that he loves everyone?
shut up beth. says:and i dont wnat him
shut up beth. says:HAHAHAHAHAH!
shut up beth. says:that's what I! said
shut up beth. says:omfg!
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