Whoes hand are you going to take, Beth?

What if I died right now? What if I jumped off the tallest, closest building, or there was a fire while I was sleeping, and I burned to ashes. What if I walked out side and crossing a street and a car ran over me? What if they found out I had cancer and I only had another day or two to live? What if someone found me while I was walking home and kidnapped me for ever? You are so busy being so bi-polar and confusing that you didn't even think that maybe I would decide to leave you. That maybe I am not going sit here until you are ready to decide for yourself. You didn't know what I have just as much power as you did in this situation. What if I don't want you at all anymore? I am only going to take this for so much time, and eventually I am just going to leave you for good, and I am about to. Any second from now I am going to tell you I don't care anymore. I don't want you, your lies, or all your dumb words. I don't want to sit there and argue with you, watch what I say, and try to impress you.
I know who I want now, and it's not you anymore.


did you know how much you meant to me? oh no. did you know i still carry the memories? oh no. did you know that for me, letting go wasn't easy? oh no, no you don't. do you still listen to our lullaby? oh no. does it help you get to sleep at night? oh no. are you singing along by the pale moonlight? oh no, no you don't. i just need a bit more time to get you off my mind tonight. i'm thinking of your bright blue eyes, brighter than the stars that lit the skies... an angel in disguise. i just need a bit more time, i want to hold you in my arms tonight. i can't forget those bright blue eyes, can't forget the moment they met mine... please turn back the time.
good song. ha, jellybelly and peanutbutter do it better.