"So, you want to hang out?"

I always say please dont fight in front of me, because i always worry that itll turn out into something bad. Things happened and resulted in my first bloody nose and blood all over the floor, my legs, arms, clothes, and a gross shower. I cant lean my head back without the reminder that i was punched a couple of times. Ive never been punched before so that was something new.I was hiberventalating for some reason. Or something to do with my breathing. I dont know what happened, but i could speak because i was breathing so hard. I didnt really understand it. I was nocked up pretty bad. I know i know i deserve everything givin to me. The phone call after was pretty intense, but i just couldnt stop smiling. I love you babe. I wrote you a really pretty truth box note. Im sure you it will make you happy. Things have changed so much.
So much for wearing that peace sign, huh? I have to babysit for another three hours, but that gives me time to get ready and clean my room. MovieDay<3.
My dad is up so i am going to bed. I woke up way to early, just to read my messages. Today I am going to the movies. I am excited. I work all next week, which should be fun. [sarcasm] I have to miss small group, though. Im really bummed. Oh well, it happens.
Im tired, and a lot is happening today. <3!