October 1

Dear gus,
Okay, so this person who keeps walking around thinking that they have me down, really, love, you don't. Okay so Austin lives here? I don't see why people think that I am doing this huge long distance bull. I learned my stuff. Please, just leave me alone. I really don't want to hear all you have to say and if you really don't like me that much please delete me. I don't like drama, at all. I have a low enough selfasteem. :|
I was in the bath room today, and I looked at my stomach and a huge thing over worry came over me. I'm doing it again. It's been a whole two months and I'm worrying? I no I am not going to stop worrying unless the person that did this confirms me that it's all not true, but I am never letting that happen. Ever again. I need to stop all of this.
Guess what? What's that?! You're beautiful. I can't stop smiling. I get this bubbly feeling inside and I just want to never let go. Is he a good kisser? WELL! All I am going to say is he has the softest face and I love being close to him. I know I'm lame as hell, but I don't care. I am really happy.
Oh, and most of all. Karissa, babe..cheer up. Things always get better. Remember [and it's sad that I'm saying this right after I talk about Austin, this does not include him or gus] guys think with there dicks. You deserve the world as well. You honestly do. You are an amazing person all over.
That's all.