Shiny red, blue, and yellow car! Super combo!

Dear Gus,
Jeese, today was brand new. I swear I realised so much today. I feel like I found myself again or something. Austin understands me better and I think I understand him better. He cares, and that's what got my throught he past day or two. Karissa, I swear she is like the light in my darkness. She makes me realise so much. So, for now on I am going to live every day like it's my last. I tell my things straight with Austin, even if it's really hard. >:) I tell people how I feel instead of hiding. I know who and who not to trust. Gus ofcourse is one of those people. Cute texts that make me smile and reading wierd antichrist notebooks. Hitting your shoulder at cars that don't even make since. Shouting nigger for the hell of it. We are some great wannabes, eh?
So, I am starting out small though. One-talk to the ex. Eventually-Becca, Amber or something. For here, though, In England, honesty. I'm working on it.
Tomorrow, Austin and I are hanging out hopefully. I have butterflies like crazy. Already!
Oh hey! Oxford comma is on.
I'm going to bed. Night.