Who gives a fuck about an Oxford comma?

Dear Gus,
Today I realised a lot of things. Even though I didn't talk to you today I wouldn't of listened to what Karissa was saying if I haven't been talking to you. I am going to try and live more and more for the day. I started tonight and things went from terrible to really good. I said what I felt and I trusted Austin with it. He dealt with it so good and I just couldn't stop smiling. I am so happy with what I have. I was told today that you have to put yourself out there, knowing that in the long run theres a good chance you get hurt. But honestly, what more can happen? I mean a death..is pretty much it. I've been cheated on, dealt with two deaths, lost good friends, depressed, crying nonstop. I mean come on, I sound like a mental child. I need to enjoy life a bit more.
My serious moment is over. >:)
You know? You should listen to Oxford Comma by Vampire Weekend. It's a really cute song. One day, when my playlist is done I am going to uploed it on here. It's has the randomest things ever. Music, I got my zune back yesterday. I was so happy. It's brand new and everything.
Oh, and Gus..you are the peanutbutter that I never had..ate. Our phone calls are amazing and you always make the stubborness leave in the end. Thanks for sticking with me when no one else would and being honest about things. You make life easier every day.