Practice makes perfect

you look beautiful in dis i can't stop smiling.

Today is my sisters b-day party, meaning I can't go to the games. Bleh, I am really pissed about it. Ramstien is playing..ramstien. Lol, but tomorrow should be a lot better. I get nervous thinking about it. I dont know know why, lol. But, today I caught up with Zerias. That was nice. I hope him and monique work things out. Yesterday was a lot of fun. I left Josiah's blanket that he gave me at karissa's. I was pretty pissed at myself for that. The bonfire was good and John's band was great.
I was wrong. I do NOT hope him and Monique work things out. What he did was wrong..and really gross.

In the end I was aloud to go to the games, and lakenheath lost both. It's wierd knowing everyone is out at homecoming and I am sitting at home..doing nothing. Lol, but we set up rockband and are jamming out to that. Austin comes home tonight and tomorrow we are hanging out. I am really nervous. I was talking to Z today and I was telling him how it's wierd calling him my boyfriend, and not my ex. I feel like that's wrong and I don't know what really to say to it. Z said he felt 50/50 when he went out with Monique and he didn't date for like four months after, [just getting tang like no other mofo during that time], and mine is only two months. That's a long freaking time for me.
Blah. I think way, way too hard.